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| 11 Apr 2016 04:27 PM
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I had to give someone a blow job and it was awful. Worst part is that they told me to record it and they threatened me with showing my family if I didn't.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:28 PM
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It was so disgusting. They spit on my face and said "You have a beautiful face, shame to waste it" I honestly hated doing it.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:29 PM
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It's all because he hates me now because I caught him cheating with another girl.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:31 PM
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He used to be one of my closest friends before this happened and now he is hating on me. I mean, yeah, I'm the one who caught him but what's the big deal? He still loves his girlfriend!
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:33 PM
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I had to call him up just to tell him that it was recorded so that he wouldn't show my family. It was such a tough thing to do. I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:34 PM
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I wonder if I'll ever be the same person again after that. I thought I was in love with this guy but I guess not. Now I don't even know why I did it...
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:36 PM
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I wonder if he was even satisfied by my act or if he even really wanted to do it in the first place... Now I wonder if I can even look at myself in the mirror.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:37 PM
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I guess he was satisfied since he didn't use a condom and he gave me crabs. I wonder if I will ever get rid of them.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:39 PM
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I'm sorry I'm being a downer to all of you but I just want to get this off my chest. I've been having nightmares about what I had to do. Every time I hear his voice it reminds me of what I had to do.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:41 PM
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He is such a jerk! He told me to do it for an hour. An HOUR? Are you serious?! What kind of sicko does something like that?
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:44 PM
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It's not like I asked to do it. It's not like I wanted to do it. But I had to because he threatened me. He was going to show my family that video and I have no choice now.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:45 PM
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My parents would hate me forever if they saw that video. My dad would probably kill me and my mom would probably disown me.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:47 PM
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I don't even know why I'm telling all of you this but I guess it's nice to finally get this off my chest. Now, whenever I need to take a dump I have to wonder if there is poop in my butt.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:50 PM
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I hate myself now. I can't believe what I have done. This guy has ruined my life.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:51 PM
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He just got back from the mall with his girlfriend right now. I wonder if he even cares about me. He must be so happy knowing he has me under his thumb.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:54 PM
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I wonder if anyone on here will ever be able to understand how I feel. I've never been in this situation before and I hope I never have to go through anything like this again.
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| 11 Apr 2016 04:57 PM
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My mom made me dinner and she asked me how my day was going and I lied to her because I didn't want her to worry. I didn't even want to eat but I did anyway. It tasted like garbage.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:00 PM
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I guess I'm just going to have to live with it, you know? There's really nothing else I can do about it.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:02 PM
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I don't even know why I'm still talking to all of you. I guess I'm just trying to get the feelings out or something.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:04 PM
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I honestly hate myself right now. I just wish I could go back in time and stop it from happening. I wonder if there is such a thing as time machines.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:07 PM
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I've been thinking about what I had to do for hours now and it's making me sick. I just wish it would all end.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:08 PM
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I guess this is what you call a downward spiral. It started with one mistake and then everything spiraled out of control.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:09 PM
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I know I should have listened to my gut instinct but I didn't. Now look where I am, feeling like crap.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:11 PM
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I don't even think I'll be able to sleep tonight because of it. I keep hearing that video playing over and over in my head.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:13 PM
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I just want to forget about the whole thing. I can't believe I'm still thinking about it. I feel like I should just go somewhere and kill myself because of what I did.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:15 PM
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I wonder if anyone will ever forgive me for what I've done. Probably not.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:17 PM
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I guess it's all over now. All I can do is move on and try to forget about the past.
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| 11 Apr 2016 05:19 PM
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I guess this is the end of this thread. I just wanted to get all of this off my chest. Thanks for listening, guys. I'll talk to you guys later.
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