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| 09 Apr 2020 03:28 AM
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And I'm tired, so I'll post this late tonight.
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| 09 Apr 2020 03:34 AM
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I know my life isn't the greatest but I don't think I have ever been as happy in my life as I am right now. This is because of two reasons. One; I like where I am in life and I love my friends. Two; My family has never been together like this before. We are all on good terms with each other, we get along well, and we treat each other with respect. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I've never been happy before, because I was. But, these two reasons combined make me very happy.
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| 09 Apr 2020 03:47 AM
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I would say that I'm a pretty chill guy, and I try to stay positive when bad things happen. I like to focus on the bright side of things and to keep things light, because life is too short for unnecessary negativity. I'm not saying that you can't be sad about something and then move forward without thinking about it anymore, because I do that as well. But I think that if you dwell on the negative things for too long it will become overwhelming and that won't help anything. What I mean by "unnecessary negativity" is that it doesn't make sense to be upset or sad about something that isn't important.
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| 09 Apr 2020 06:35 AM
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I have come to realize that I have had a problem for most of my life where I worry about what other people think of me. It seems like even though I know that it's stupid to care about what someone else thinks about me, it always comes back to me. This is probably because I'm an attention seeker (or at least I used to be) and so I want to be liked by everyone. This leads me to a point; I don't like myself very much. I am not happy with the way I look. I never really liked my voice. And I have always been insecure about my personality. Now I know that this shouldn't matter to anyone but me, and it does't, but it still bothers me. The thing is that I think I can change these things. I know that my voice is good (even though I do think it sounds weird), and I know that I can change how I look, and I know that I can change the way I think about myself. These are all things that I will work on in the future. But the first step is admitting that you have a problem. That's why I am here.
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| 09 Apr 2020 06:47 AM
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I've noticed that lately I have been getting more angry than usual. This could be because of any number of reasons. It could be because of what's going on around me or because I'm stressed out about something. Whatever the case may be, I know that I need to calm down, because getting angry isn't doing anything for me. I just get angry at myself after I have gotten angry at someone else. So I'm going to try and find ways to manage my anger.
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| 09 Apr 2020 12:26 PM
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This is one of those times when I wish I could say more. I wish I could tell you more about what I'm feeling right now. But I can't. Because I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like there is something inside of me that is trying to come out, but I don't know what it is or how to let it out. And I'm afraid that if I do let it out, it will be too late. So I keep it all in. And I keep it in until it starts to hurt. And then I let it out. And then I feel better. But only for a little while. And then it starts again. And so it goes, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year. And I don't know why. Because I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know what's wrong with this world. And I don't know how to make it stop.
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| 09 Apr 2020 05:42 PM
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I have been having trouble sleeping lately and I think I might know why. The problem is that I can't sleep because I am worrying about things that I need to do. So, I think the best thing to do would be to write down everything that I need to do before I go to bed. That way, when I wake up in the morning I won't forget anything and I will feel better about my day.
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