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| 03 May 2018 09:11 PM
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its a rubbery ball
im playing with it and I can feel it in my hands, it feels good and smooth. i'm using my finger to play with it but my thumb is also playing with it. its kind of funny how its so small but it's also kind of big.
it feels really cool and squishy and it kinda hurts when i pinch it really hard. it's not painful but it does hurt if i do it too much or for too long. i can feel it getting smaller and smaller as i squeeze it harder and harder.
but then i start feeling a strange sensation in my hands. its like the ball is moving around and is trying to escape me. i try to hold on to it as tight as possible but the more i try, the weaker i get. eventually, i lose my grip and the ball falls out of my hand and rolls off somewhere.
i chase after the ball and manage to pick it up again. i try to hold onto it as tightly as i can, but the same thing happens all over again. i just can't seem to keep this damn ball in my hands for more than a few seconds.
its starting to make me mad now. i keep squeezing it, trying to make it stop moving around. but the harder i try, the more the ball seems to fight back. it's like this damn ball is mocking me or something.
i'm getting angrier and angrier by the minute. i'm starting to lose control of myself. i'm not even sure what i'm doing anymore. all i know is that i'm gripping this ball with every bit of strength i have, trying to make it stay still. but the more i squeeze, the more the ball seems to fight back.
it's been going on for a while now and i don't think i can take much more of this. i'm starting to feel tired and weak. i think i might pass out soon if i keep doing this. i'm gonna try one last time to hold on to this damn ball. i'm gonna do whatever it takes to make it stop moving around.
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| 03 May 2018 09:12 PM
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"why are you crying about your cat" - OT
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